~Lhena2

Since when do I have almost 1,800 page views? That's crazy, awesome! I'm hpapy now! Such a little thing - a number - made me happy! AMazing! Thank you so much you guys. I'm sorry I'm not a very loyal author. It's summer and I've got time to write now. I have two new story ideas ready to start being written. I just hope you guys can take a little fantasy after all my angsty, emo and/or angry poems I've been writing. Sorry you guys have to notice those. They help me think after I've written them and I feel ssafer posting them here then keeping them as a file on my computer or writing them on paper at home. Some of them parents would flip over. Enjoy the summer everyone! Thanks again!
I'll try to have something new up as soon as possible!

I'm fricking hungry, but i don't want ot even get close to my parents.
I'll have to skip out on dinner until they are gone or something. I can't look at them with loving eyes anymore.
I hate them! They should jsut die and leave me the house while Craig can go live with Gram who willl magically lose about half her age and be able tot take care of him. Then magiclaly I will also have my license and not have to worry about waiting a year or whatever to drive people. The house will be changed into how i want it. Alex would live with me too!
That's a great fantasy, I should stick with it for awhile. Sorry guys, I'm fricking pised right now, but I won't swear cuz I promised I'd top that. I relaly hate my parents and all their bs!OH and dA is being annoying and won't let anyone change the mood thing, but it should be something like Pissed!

There is so much to say about him!

He's sweet and kind

Cuddly and fun

Awesome and silly

Cute and amazing

Sexy and purrfect!

I have so much to say about him and my adoration, love, compassion and care for him - I can't explain it!

He's always there for me -

When I fall;
When I need a hand to help me stand tall.
When I need a shoulder to rest my head on;
When I need a shoulder to cry on.
When I have a problem
That no one else can understand.
When I have secrets
That I can't seem to say
Except to him -
For good or bad,
He's always there to listen.

Je t'aime mon ami!

He is so great!
So handsome and kind.
So perfect in my eyes!
I do believe some might see this as a token of my love for him. But no one will ever completely comprehend the truth, the magnitude of its vastness.
You're are the best! I could never ask for more, Alex.

It's officailly summer for us all now! All of my school, graduation was last night! And while the senior grads celebrated, all my friends set up a party at one of our houses close to the school. The party was for summer, as wel as one of our friends, who is leaving in three weeks. It was a great refreshing start, I immediatly converted to my summer self: as in always wanting to be in cold water and jumped into the pool before half the party got there.

On another note: This journal isn't jsut for the summer.
Yesterday was my boyfriend's and mine's six month anniversary! I can't believe it's been that long! Every second is worth so much to me. I have enjoyed every second I'm with him. I love you, Alex. You are my everything!

Okay you guys. Time for a tagging! I bet some of you are gonna have fun, others are gonna bitch and whine. Get over it, this is jsut a few little questions. Copy adn paste tthis into your comment box, then check, or uncheck, any of the fears that are true for you. Check out mine too! I tag all my friends, even the ones who arn't on dA hella, you get tagged too. That includes: Shona, Justin, Alex, Scott, Citty, Analisa, Laurel, and anyone ese I forgot has a dA account.

x = Somewhat
xx = Greater
XXX+ = Super scared of whatever Phobia it is.

A
[] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[x] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[x] Agliophobia - Fear of pain. (Anything not sexual pain is usually very unfun.)
[] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[xx] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects. (Needles scare me so much!)
[] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[x] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking. (Me no like getting choked in any way! Not really a fear, jsut a don't like it.)
[] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
[] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[x] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning.
[] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure. (Only slightly, I like almost failing though! )
[x] Autophobia - Fear of being alone. (After a horror film, yes.)

B
[] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[x] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes. (In the meadow, slightly yes.)
[] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[] Bibliophobia - Fear of books
[] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[x] Catagelophobia - Fear of being embarassed publicly. (Not so much any more, yay me!)
[] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers
[] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[x] Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents. (Kitchen accidents mainly, but just barely.)
E
[] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G
[] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
[] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[Xx] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[] Gynophobia - Fear of women.

H
[x] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun. (Slight distaste for it usually, unless it's summer.)
[] Hemophobia - Fear of blood. (Used to be afraid of other's blood.)
[] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.

I
[x] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors. (Not a fear, jsut a hatred.)
[] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.

K
[] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.
[] Kiophoboa- Fear of Kiogs.

L
[] Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
[] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[X] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth. (How could I not be afraid of the actual pain of it, but I'm not afraid to have kids. Not that I want any right now.)

M
[] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.
[] Myrmecaphobia - Fear of ants.

N
[x] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things. (Mild hate of actual thigns, vampires not included.)
[] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
[XX]Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals. (I hate them, they make me feel sick!)

O
[x] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight (I never want to be overweight!)
[] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes
[] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

P
[] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[] Pedophobia - Fear of children. (Definitly not!)
[] Philophobia - Fear of love. ("Above all things I believe in love. Love is like oyygen. Love is a many splendored thing, love lifts us up where we belong, all you need is love.")
[x] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid. ( I don't like feeling uncomfortable becauise of fear itself.)
[] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying. (The lift off in a plane is scary.)
[] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

S
[] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[x] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.

T
[] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.

V-Z
[] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers
[] Zoophobia - Fear of animals