So much time has been wasted thinking about everything in my lfie right now, all the people, all the problems they create and how I create problems for myself. I simply don't care anymore, about anything or anyone.
Time has been spent thinking things over time and again, wasted time has been made as tears ran down my cheeks. I don't care, but I can't help it when I cry now.
I hardly care to think anymore. There is no reason for me to exist, I find none. I think of things that make life at least fun to go through. Things that would have been shied away from just months ago. Life is so hard to get through right now without any obvious reaso